(Maybe the worst part is that when the crash of longing wakes her up with a little jolt in her bed, she immediately understands it. She doesn't want it as much as she feels it tenderly hook into her gut and tug, a great wordless yearning swelling in her breast. She doesn't have to question what it is. It's intimately obvious to Abby that it's time to leave.
For a moment she lies on her side and soaks in it, anxiety waring with dull acceptance. She doesn't want to go, but she knows that doesn't matter. Her feelings have never had anything to do with it. She has to go. The blood in her ears sounds like an ocean wave.
Was this what it was like for Peter? Misery catches when she breathes in and is smoothed away by the time she exhales because there's nothing that she can do about it. All she has to do is get up, leave the house, and walk down to the shore.
She's in the doorway to her room before she realises what she's doing.
It shouldn't be such an effort to make herself go back to her bed and scoop up her phone, skim frantically through it for Clarisse's name.)
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I saw her down by the boardwalk but she was about as out of it as you were
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what the fucj is your problem. Exactly
With me
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And so it suddenly comes in the middle of the night, completely unwarranted.... )
you understand nothing
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screamskgkd
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backdated mid-dec whoops
For a moment she lies on her side and soaks in it, anxiety waring with dull acceptance. She doesn't want to go, but she knows that doesn't matter. Her feelings have never had anything to do with it. She has to go. The blood in her ears sounds like an ocean wave.
Was this what it was like for Peter? Misery catches when she breathes in and is smoothed away by the time she exhales because there's nothing that she can do about it. All she has to do is get up, leave the house, and walk down to the shore.
She's in the doorway to her room before she realises what she's doing.
It shouldn't be such an effort to make herself go back to her bed and scoop up her phone, skim frantically through it for Clarisse's name.)
Hey
Where are you. You up?
(Fuck, if she's out running...)
how dare you
fair
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text; un: quibbler
I need to talk to you.
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accidental video | un: graham crackers (so I decided to... go hard....)